Addiction Counselling Specialist

My name is Bradley and I’m a registered member of the British Association of Counsellors & Psychotherapist (MBACP). I specialise in Addiction Counselling & Therapy, working out of offices in the areas of Brighton and Maidstone. I have worked in the field of addiction involving substance use and mis-use for over 19 years now and have had my own personal experience of addiction myself.

“Addiction” is a loaded term. It is as unhelpful as it is helpful. Some (and maybe you’re one of those people? And that’s ok, that’s fine) baulk at the idea of being labelled as an “addict”. And who could blame them? Certainly not me!

The wisest definition of the most efficacious use of the term came from a seminar hosted at the Hilton Hotel in Knightsbridge (of course!) by Lee Fitzgerald, (a stunningly attractive American lady – an ex-addict herself – although she would use the Anonymous concept of “addict” rather than “Ex-addict”, who runs multiple treatment and recovery centres in America from Florida Beach to the deserts of Arizona at eye wateringly expensive prices making her easily as wealthy as she is stunningly attractive) came from a seasoned old hand who had served time at her majestys pleasure in more than one establishment and had been volunteering for the prison charity “RAPT” – The Rehabilitation of Addicted Prisoners Trust.

He insisted that it was only the addict themselves who had the right to call themselves an addict. If they used the term and were happy being so defined then that was fine, he opined. And I whole-heartedly agreed with him then and still do to this day. Never a wiser word said at that weekend workshop than by that man. I do hope he is reading this now, nothing would give me greater pleasure than to see his humble soulful eyes light up in recognition of his words being seen as wise and worthy pearls of wisdom for the lost to find their way by.

He is a regular at the “old man of the rooms” Robert Lefevre’s psychodrama workshops in Knightsbridge, another man whose work and words and deeds have saved many a drowning man from the crushing storms of addictions icy grip.

As a quote I like (which is why it’s  featured on one of the pages on this site) says;

“I used to think an addict was someone who lived in a squat or a back alley covered in lice and sores until I became one”

You don’t have to think of yourself as an addict to be one. And nor do you have to adopt the term as the only way to either describe yourself nor to set yourself up for the journey to freedom from it. If anyone tells you you do I would encourage you to walk away from them if that is not the way you see yourself or your existential condition or position in life. My only word of caution would be, are you sure you’re not pushing help away as you fear losing your habit or current lifestyle? This is variously known as “protecting the source” or plain old straightforward “denial”.

Addiction is, as addiction does, not as it is taught or proselytised by the many preachers and teachers who populate our addiction and treatment landscape as numerously as the false prophets and messiahs who drew crowds in the Holy lands before, during, and after Jesus’ time.

Addiction can be seen as a habit we persist with long after the joy of using has gone and as such can be seen as a behavioural pattern we seek to change. Do not be put off by the label “addict”. If it offends or irritates you cast it aside. The name is nothing compared to the pain it is now bringing. I seek to work with people coming to see me to find the roots of the beginnings of the belief system that described the habit as a valuable, life affirming, meaningful one to indulge in. Through the therapeutic enquiry and journey these old patterns of thinking, believing and emotional attachment to dysfunctional behaviours can be overhauled, repaired, and replaced with authentic ones that have always been there but have never been fully engaged with.

In my work with you I would encourage you to address your issues using counselling and self analysis, as I did many years ago and continue to do so to this day, willingly and happily, to eventually arrive in a place where you feel able to lead a fulfilling, happy life free of the obsessive compulsion to continually alter your consciousness for reasons that have remained elusive, mysterious and baffling for far too long and that haunts and hampers far too many of us.

If you would like to make a change in your life reach out and take this first step on the all important journey of self discovery and leave those old redundant practices that feature too prominently in your life, behind.

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Substance Abuse Counselling

Much is made, quite rightly in my opinion, about substance use as a form of self medication. Addicts self medicate to ease their pain and the question then becomes not so much why the addiction but why the pain?

A common defence is to puff ourselves up with false pride, to over compensate by adopting an inflated, distorted view of our own, or other peoples, worth and importance when all the time we’re feeling afraid, sad, desolate, lost and alone but we won’t acknowledge it because we can’t, it’s too much.

We twist and contort ourselves into parodies of ourselves and attack those who won’t accept this as being who we really are.

We become embittered towards those who, whether deliberately or not, remind us of who we’d like to be as we ceaselessly work on constructing our defensive false selves. The more we lose sight of our true selves the more we believe the false is true; we are in the process of becoming inauthentic, and it never feels right or good. Paradoxically, however, we plunge back into the false self with a gusto and a commitment for self preservation even though what we’re doing is killing us. Rather than tending to our wounds we build or very own Frankenstein’s monster to inhabit and scare people and pain away. It’s quite an effort; a huge contortion you could say?

 

Counselling for Drinking Problems

“The contortions we go through just not to be ourselves for a while” – Keith Richards

The integrative approach to therapy proposes looking at problems in living from an existential humanistic perspective regarding the person as the expert on themselves. What this means is that you are the one who potentially knows yourself the best and with help you can find yourself again without the anaesthetic you’ve become accustomed to using to numb the pain.

“Alcohol is the anaesthetic that gets us through the operation of life” – George Bernard Shaw

If we lose sight of the true authentic us confusion reigns but our substance of choice seems to clear up the confusion; but all it really does is turn off the light.

Years of habitual medicating distances us from any other way of being and locks us into a pattern that we feel powerless to change.

The secret of change is to focus all of your energy, not on fighting the old, but on building the new
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Your Commitment

The habit overtakes us and we believe our behaviour defines us:

“I drink therefore I am”.
“I take drugs therefore I am”
“I self harm therefore I am”
“I gamble therefore I am”
“I’m addicted therefore I am”

This is when the work can start and the exploration begin, but we must commit to it.

We want to change, but stepping out from behind the defensive self abusive behaviours and attitudes towards self and others that we have cultivated and entrenched through our addictive behaviours and acting outs is frightening and challenging, and this is when we need help and support to shine the light on our hidden, shadowy corners within and find our lost hopes and dreams and aspirations.

One Size Doesn’t Fit All

To become who we truly are, not to perpetuate the false self who we thought we had to be to survive, to get by, to be acknowledged and allowed to go on.

These can, and almost always are, an admix of societal, cultural and interpersonal pressures that have been brought to bear on us and that we have erroneously accepted as fundamental truths and they don’t sit well within us.

But without help and support we can miss the certainty of our former habituated lifestyle of compulsive ritualistic addictive behaviour and mistakenly believe we have lost ourselves when actually we are recovering our true identity from beneath the carnage of abandonment.

The certainty of any habit provides security in and of itself whether it’s healthy or self efficacious or not and this can be very confusing especially without support from counselling/therapy/group work/meetings, friends and family but ultimately support from ourselves.

Without this support we can be quickly driven back into the ever waiting arms of the habit we’re trying to escape. Support will help us write our own uniquely tailored recovery plan, in our own words and addressing our own individual needs, wants and aspirations.

There is no one size fits all, and never has been. The dogmatic following of someone else’s plan may work initially but it won’t last. It has to be ours. Our solution to our problems lies in our understanding of its unique applicability to our experiential journey through life to the point where we are now.

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SMART Goals

Our plan needs to be Specific, Measurable, Achievable, Realistic and Timed – SMART. Our plan needs to have in it our desire to change and explicable, understandable reasons for doing so. This will become apparent once we challenge our motivations for behaving as we do; there’s always something in it for the addict, a pay off, a reward, an end in itself that may as yet not be fully uncovered or realised.

“Recovering before uncovering” means abstaining from the behavioural process or ritual, or the substance mis-use to allow our awareness to heighten. This allows our true original self to emerge from beneath the blanket of addictive behaviours and substance mis-use. During this time our strength will be tested and our will to continue will be challenged by what feels like a new reality but is really the shedding of an illusory lifestyle dominated by addiction and addictive behaviours and rituals. This is where treatment and recovery and counselling come to our aid.

Old habits die hard, the question is are we going to die before them or after them? It really is that straight forward. Who were we, truly, originally and how do we reclaim that lost person? What caused our pain that we need to self medicate away? Locate the wound and tend to it; take away the pain. What has become of our dreams, beliefs, values, philosophical outlooks? How to live without ritualistic self injurious addictive behaviours?

Bradley Riddell – MBACP Counsellor/Therapist

Brighton & Maidstone

The philosophy behind Addiction Counselling

Whatever your philosophy, whatever your meaning or truth, if you are reading this there is a more than average chance you feel in need of a change of direction.

Perhaps your life has stopped making sense?

Perhaps the coping mechanisms you have relied on have stopped working or are proving less and less effective?

Perhaps you have experienced a recent trauma or a trauma from the past has come back to haunt you and you’re self medicating to lessen the pain?

Perhaps, and this is not uncommon, you don’t know what’s bothering you but you know there’s something that’s just not quite right and you can’t remember feeling like this in the past. So what’s happening? Maybe you’re self medicating to ease the pain and the more pain you feel the more medication you administer to yourself and the dosages have gotten out of control?

Addiction Counselling is about looking for what’s beneath the surface chaos and addressing and treating it by reprocessing, redefining, rethinking and reforming it.

We become what we think about, consciously AND unconsciously.

If what we think about is inauthentic and false we can’t feel it because it’s shallow, empty, substance-less; it causes dis-ease because it doesn’t mesh and we self-medicate to ease the dis-ease, the pain, the distressing terrible dis-easing pain.

Addiction is always about pain, whatever the chosen substance or behaviour. The question is not “Why the Addiction?” but “Why the Pain?”

Addiction Counselling is about going in search of the source, the root cause or causes of that pain and alleviating it by re-framing, reforming, understanding and analysing where that feeling rightly belongs and how to move forward with our lives with that feeling in it’s rightful place so it doesn’t haunt and hurt us anymore.

We see it, we get to know it, and therefore we can manage it.

It’s never an easy journey, if it was you’d have done it already and moved on. Instead you’re trapped in the remorselessly relentless repetitious cycle of Addiction; indulgence and remorse, false promises and intentions never realised.

Take the first step towards becoming and being the person you would rather be and the person you truly are, lose the self loathing, shame, humiliation, pain and confusion.

Begin your journey to your true self and to the life you would rather be living.

Bradley Riddell

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